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So... In A Very Badmood.

Fri Apr 24, 2009, 5:12 AM
  • Mood: Disgust
  • Listening to: I'm So Happy by Janne da Arc (this cheers me up)
  • Reading: Textbooks, exercise books and a lots of notes...
  • Watching: Tons of schoolworks and art projects...
  • Playing: My mechanical pencil, rubber, ruler, pens, etc.
  • Eating: Dinner. I wish I could eat 'Wa Dan Hor'...
  • Drinking: Plain water...again
Damn them all. I hate that damn teacher. I hate those bunch of students. I hate HER. I hate them all. What have I done wrong? Do you guys really think that I'm that stupid? Who do you think you are? You are no gods or goddess, you're just some noisy... annoying... bunch of idiots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You guys think I'm a Miss Quiet and Stupid who don't like to follow rules like you morons do?! Well, that's who I am and I like to be like that way FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!! You guys think you're clever than me so that you can do anything you want me to do huh, YOU GUYS ARE DISGUSTING!!!!!!!!!! My eyes hurt by just looking at you! I feel sick when just thinking about you! I won't cry or show any emotion just like that IDIOT FOOLISH GIRL. I WILL NEVER CRY! Crying is a pathetic emotion, I don't need it. I'm not that weak girl I used to be in the past anymore. I won't cry. I will just pretend there are no students in 5S2 except me. I will just pretend I'm the only student in 5S2. I work alone. I study alone. I don't need guys like you to be my friends or classmates. All I need is myself. That's all.

Or maybe... you guys are right... Maybe it's my fault because I shouldn't study in 5S2 at the first place. It's my fault because I'm a noob, an idiot, a slow girl, a disgusting-looking girl, a loser... But no matter what, I still think IT'S ALL YOU GUYS' FAULT! BECAUSE I THINK SO! SO WHAT?! WANNA FIGHT?!

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  • Current Residence: On top of a mountain (I LIVE ALONE!)
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: S or M
  • Print preference: None
  • Interests: Charcoals? Many cute animals, new fashion styles, reading, drawing, write stories and watch tv!
  • Favourite movie: So many...
  • Favourite band or musician: None (because I don't like these stuffs...)
  • Favourite genre of music: So many...
  • Favourite artist: Quite many
  • Favourite poet or writer: None
  • Favourite photographer: None
  • Favourite style of art: Quite many
  • Operating System: Adobe Photoshop CS2 (I wish I have a tablet too... T_T)
  • MP3 player of choice: None
  • Shell of choice: None
  • Wallpaper of choice: Nice CG drawn anime with black and red background (Any color will do, as long there is BLACK!)
  • Skin of choice: None
  • Favourite game: Devil May Cry 1, 3 and 4
  • Favourite gaming platform: None
  • Favourite cartoon character: Sebastian Michaels (Kuroshitsuji), Dante and Vergil (Devil May Cry 3), ... blah blah blah...
  • Personal Quote: I'm ALIVE!!!!
  • Tools of the Trade: Quite many

Comments


Thank you very much for the :+fav: on "At the Going Down of the Sun" :-)

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Member of the following clubs =sunsets *Scapes-club *waterscapes-club
*natures-beauty-club

We often miss the small things in life as we rush through the day doing whatever we need to do to survive in this hectic world.
Thanks for faving!

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"We made a promise we swore we'd always remember -- no retreat no surrender." -- Bruce Springsteen
Myuuu thanks so much for :+fav: ^^!!

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Dakishime-au tsumi to
Maboroshi haitoku no yoru

Nocturnal Romance...

To shut dream stage inside of you
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Kurwa. !

i każdy wie, że Polak.
:)Thanks so much for :+fav:ing my work!!Have a great weekend!!:iconden-chan:

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"I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart)."
-e.e. cummings :heart: :) :peace: :butterflytwo:

I now have a few photos for stock use located at *gild-a-stock please check out her stock!!!:)
I also put images in my scraps that can be used
Many thanks for the :+fav::heart:

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Write on me... :jsenn:
7月2日 缺乏條理的潛意識
7月2日出生的人,就像所有情感豐富的人一樣,總是能夠受並接納他人的情緒。他們多半有兩種典型,一種會隱藏情感,另一型則是將它激烈地表現出來。所以如果是壓抑型的人,應該學習放鬆;而外放型的人,則應該設法緩和他們豐沛的情緒狂潮。

這一天出生的人多半缺乏自信,懷疑自己的能力。但是別人可能不會感受到這種不安全感,因為他們大都有所成就。這一天出生的人之所以會隱藏情緒,主要是因為他們不希望成為別人的負擔。對他們而言,設法解除自我的疑惑可能是私人的大事,而且多半不會向外尋求援助。

7月2日出生的人過著一種想像力非常豐富的生活,只可惜他們大部分將這類的活動視為一場潛意識的白日夢,從來不把它們看做是具有建設性的活動。但是如果想真正地瞭解自我,關鍵就在於正視自己潛意識的幻想對情緒以及自我形象的影響。換言之,他們應該設法讓自己的意識與潛意識交朋友、認識彼此。這一類的自我檢視需要花費時間和精神,但是這一天出生的人,卻往往寧可將時間花在其他無關緊要的生活瑣事上。如果他們願意將時間投資於自我發展,便會在健康與工作上百尺竿頭、更進一步,甚至將整個生活改頭換面!的確,他們在社交方面的成功,多半是因為能將想像世界志現實世界做完美的結合。

這一天出生的人的伴侶,在這認識內在自我的過程中扮演重要的激勵角色。這此後人的情緒是如此地豐沛與深刻,實在值得加以激發、誘導;但是他們也非常敏感,對衝突、控訴或是責怪之類的感覺容易反應過度。正因為敏感,他們必須卸下自己的防護甲冑,而不是讓人刺穿,不過這的確需要無比的耐心與自我瞭解。

至於外放型的人,他們的好意可能會因為過度情緒化的表現而被人誤解,結果變得無所適從。這類型的人可能無法處理他人侵略性的行為,一旦遭遇衝突事件,他們雖然有時會立刻反彈,但多半是採取退縮。其實如果他們學會如何平衡情緒和想像世界,就能散發出穩健的氣質,同時深受別人的喜愛。

幸運數字和守護星
7月2日出生的人受數字2與月亮的影響。這些具有數字2特質的人,多半是很好的合作對像和夥伴,卻不是好的領導者。這種被動的特質,特別可以在內向型的人的身上看到;但是對於外向型的人來說,被動的傾向卻是他們個原始動機或行為的煞車皮,因此常會讓他們感到挫折不已。這種情況更因為月亮(巨蟹座的主宰行星的)的影響,而使他們呈現深思熟慮和被動的傾向。這種月亮和數字2的特質經常可以在家中第二個孩子的身上看到--這些孩子多半會對年長的兄姊言聽計從。

健康
這天出生的人外向型的人,多半有點歇斯底里,容易出現焦躁和憂慮的情緒。內向型的人則多半因為壓抑情緒而罹患慢性疾病。他們都必須小藥物方面的引誘,一個不留神很可能會作出具傷害性的行為。對這一天出生的人而言,關愛的表達不論是生理或精神層面,都對他們的健康影響至深。一個冷靜、瞭解和有耐心的伴侶對他們可能助益良多,特別是能冷靜安撫他們情緒的人。同時也大力建議他們從事適當的運動,建立規律、謹慎的飲食習慣。

建議
和你的想像世界連線,檢視它是如何和你的情緒本質相違背,並且利用它來解決情緒上的問題。平衡內在與外在的世界設法有效地滿足他人的需求。

名 人
赫塞(Hermann Hesse)德國小說家、詩人,以優美抒情的筆法,刻畫人類內心深處對知性與靈魂的追求,著有《流浪者之歌》、《荒野之狼》、《徬徨少年時》等經典鉅作,於1946年榮獲諾貝爾文學獎。

蘇聯微生物學家沃克斯曼(Selman Abraham Waksman),在作土壤研究時發現抗生素。

菲律賓獨裁者馬克斯總統的妻子伊美黛馬克斯(Imelda Marcos),前「馬尼拉小姐」,也曾出馬角逐總統寶座,不過慘敗。

貝帝(Richard Lee Betty)有「理查王」之稱,是賽車界的傳奇,七屆代頓拿500哩大賽的冠軍得主,七屆全國汽車比賽協會冠軍,是第一個贏得百萬美元的賽車選手。

著名模特兒潔芮霍爾(Jerry Hall),是滾石合唱團主唱米基傑格(Mick Jagger)的妻子。

德國敘事詩和抒情詩詩人克洛普史托克(Frederick Theophilus Klopstock),以三首詩作《救世主》揚名文壇,這三首詩作並被譯成17種語言。

塔羅牌

大秘儀塔羅牌的第2張是「女祭師」,她坐在寶座上,看來自平靜,有些高深莫測。她擁有靈性,可以讓隱藏的力量和秘密顯現,進而給予人們這些知識。所以當牌面正立時顯示的是寧靜、直覺、含蓄以及謹慎。當牌面倒立時則表示詭秘、猜疑、冷漠和遲緩。

靜思語

我們的影子不是用來嚇自己的,而是幫助我們更瞭解自我。

優點
想像力豐富、負責任、有趣。

缺點
缺乏安全感、容易焦慮。

another your birthday code... :D
Walau, I think it kinda fit me. What about yours? Can't wait to see it! Haha!

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